For the Second Time || Alex

Alex hadn’t been able to process what Leighton had told him but he knew he needed to figure his shit out really quickly. Before he knew it the arrival of his second child would be here and while he had always wanted more kids he hated that he wasn’t married and having a baby with his wife. He cared for Leighton, had a love for her, but he never saw her as someone he wanted to marry. A simple arrangement brought on by lust and desire was now becoming something more and it scared him. He didn’t want to feel pressured into being with Leighton and even though she reassured him that wasn’t something he wanted he still felt uneasy. His past with Deb only added to the uneasy feelings but he knew he had to get it into his head not every woman was Deb. Jessa was the light of his life and becoming a father for the second time was exciting, he just needed to start feeling it more and less of the negative. It was a work in progress. 

posted 11 hours ago - 0 notes
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I feel like I should be excited but I’m not

megan-mckinley-macexo:

I think you should be excited and I don’t even know what’s going on. You should just always think the best of everything image

That’s a pretty good way to live your life 

(Source: a-skars)

posted 1 week ago - 3 notes (originally from a-skars)

I feel like I should be excited but I’m not

posted 1 week ago - 3 notes
Filed under:  celebrpgstarter

call to Alex
  • Leighton: I understand, but I am nothing like Deb. I just hope you'll be around..
  • Alex: I wouldn't abandon my kid.
  • posted 1 week ago - 20 notes (originally from leightonme)

    call to Alex
  • Leighton: Oh fuck no! *laughs* Do you really think I am the marrying type?!
  • Alex: Again, I just had to ask. Deb had that idea in her head the first few weeks she was pregnant with Jessa.
  • posted 1 week ago - 20 notes (originally from leightonme)

    call to Alex
  • Leighton: I don't blame you. I think I'm still in shock too. But truthfully I couldn't imagine anyone else being the father of my love child *slightly laughs*
  • Alex: *laughs* Your love child...*pause*... I don't want this question to come off rude but you're not expecting me to marry you now or something are you?
  • posted 1 week ago - 20 notes (originally from leightonme)

    call to Alex
  • Leighton: Is that a serious questions?! Of course I am.
  • Alex: Well I didn't know if you were thinking about adoption or something, I was just asking. *sighs* So we're having a baby *pause* As soon as I can finish process this I swear I'll be more excited. I think I'm in shock right now.
  • posted 1 week ago - 20 notes (originally from leightonme)

    call to Alex
  • Leighton: *sighs again*..... I am not- not pregnant.....if that helps....
  • Alex: *sighs* Leighton, straight answer please.
  • Leighton: Yes I am. About 5 weeks.
  • Alex: *pauses for a minute* Are you keeping it?
  • posted 1 week ago - 20 notes (originally from leightonme)

    canadianbeaversloveaskars:

….i love this fucking movie already. 

    canadianbeaversloveaskars:

    ….i love this fucking movie already.